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2021.12.08 18:44 ReverseTheFlash Suyunuzu eksik etmeyin.

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2021.12.08 18:44 DanielOfficialReddit I still miss her after everything

My girlfriend has left me for somebody else. I'm devastated like anybody else would be. We were together for 3 years. We would talk and hang out every single day, even if we were long distance. I'm in California and she's in Arizona so we could see each other. We'd text each other every single day and it was like we never ran out of things to say. We visited each other a few times and it was great. I was a very happy man and she was happy too. We last saw each other this May 2021. Unfortunately, not every relationship is flawless. Being long distance has is cons. Communication would sometimes be difficult and a lack of physical touch was also important. I never disrespected her, never name called, never raised my voice. Same can't be said for her, but I was always trying to be the better person. We would have arguments here and there and unfortunately for me she left me and blocked me on August 11th over something minor like not wanting to watch the same movie as her on Netflix. Although, three days later unblocked me and we got close again... Although things were different this time, she pushed me away more, but also gave me mixed signals trying to pull me back in.
I was hurt. I didn't know if I could love at the same level with all my heart, just to get blocked again and have my heart sink down low. I was afraid to be too romantic or too much of something else. I basically became neutral and not too expressive. I figured if we remain on good terms and chill like we always did it'd be fine. Just remain as friends right? Technically, we weren't official anymore at this time. I figured if I remain her friend, at least I'll be able to keep her around longer and she won't have expectations from me that would lead to us fighting. I was wrong this time. She was strange... Something simple as a title could hold deep meaning to her. She needs to hear "we're official" to receive her special treatment. So to say we're "friends" she would expect me to turn off my feelings just like that as if nothing happened and not expect a higher standard from me.
She clearly wanted more, but I wasn't for sure what she was thinking. I was thinking, maybe she wants me or maybe she doesn't. I don't know. I can't tell and I was afraid to ask just to get rejected again. So I remained at a friendzoned level with her and not giving too much effort, which was my mistake. She wanted attention and intimacy, but I couldn't tell until now. Keep in mind we are long distance and only text or call.
An old friend of hers that she met online on an old video game came out of no where after not speaking to her for 3 years or longer and basically gave her that attention for a few days. I being clueless started wondering why she wasn't messaging me as much or if I was being too clingy at the friend level. So I gave her space and would message her a few times a day seeing if I could have her recharge a bit. In reality, she was talking to him and they fell in love within those few days... I was shocked. How is that possible? It was like she fell for his tricks. There's no way a guy confesses to a girl after years of no communication and not want something from her. This destroyed me because I just couldn't understand how she fell for someone else when he treated her bad in the past and didn't talk to her at all for years and suddenly she already loved him and was deeply committed to him??? It was like a "toxic ex" coming back because she shared me some details of how he use to be. Now she claims he's changed. Hoping his true colors turn up soon.
As weeks passed, she started becoming more and more busier giving her time and effort to him. She wouldn't message me as often and she would put very little effort to texts and hardly call me anymore. I'd get one word replies, emote replies, or none at all. I don't even know what goes on anymore until she tells me last minute she had an emergency. I use to be her main priority all the time. For once I felt like I was being restricted of seeing my own girlfriend which was odd because we spent everyday together with no restrictions for the past 3 years. Everyday since, I've stray deeper and deeper into this depression and anxiety. I don't have much support around me and everyone is in their own way frustrated with me for being this hopeless. I've been told to just get over it, forget about her, why are you doing this to yourself? My ex and I are still friends and we talk everyday since she left me for someone else just not in the same way. They became official recently and ever since I haven't been the same. I've become this dark energy and I'm very irritable now. I wake up with terrible anxiety, I throw up and gag when eating, I have suicidal thoughts, can hardly get a full rest and more. They seem to be doing well and she's told me some things about their relationship. How they do the things we use to do or how he treats her better and how he understands her more. Which makes no sense because we knew everything about each other perfectly. I can even predict her speech patterns! We were very compatible and always had something to say. What makes me sad is I wish I could've treated her like this, but I was afraid of getting hurt and blocked again and I was simply not stable enough financially to reach our goals at the time. She wanted someone to depend on and I am that guy now, but at the time I wasn't. I had my valid excuses, but this new guy is worse than me with no excuses, ironically, he even lives further away from her on the East coast. She told me she doesn't fully trust him yet, idk about now. She's just wasting her time with someone she'll probably never get to meet and if they did, he'd just want one thing and act like a good guy for her. He is superficial, but my opinion doesn't matter to her she's clearly blinded by love already...
I pray she returns to me, but sometimes I feel like she's already head over heels for him. She already sends him money through Venmo and I'm sure other things as well... What a bum.. they barely reached a month. The bridge between us is still there and she tells me she cares about me and my mental health, but that's all she ever says. She doesn't do more or tries to fix it at all. She forgives me for acting cold and rarely at times rude to her, but now I worry if it's too late and she's already committed to him and she doesn't want to ruin what she has with him until he gives up on her. She's oddly submissive for him, where was this in our 3 years.. lol. Because honestly, I tolerated a lot more than most men would, so I know I can guarantee to be a better man for her the next time she gives me a chance. Especially since I'm making moves to improve myself financially and mentally. I have no idea how they aren't fighting every single day, but then again they're both naive at this early phase. Their true colors have yet to show to each other, but I know them both and it's a matter of time before he calls a quits. I'm just surprised she isn't giving him shit like she did to me. She use to complain about long distance, physical touch being important to her, and for me to start working again, which I have. Sigh.. The future is unwritten and I am willing to try again and forgive her. I'll forget this shit ever happened. Maybe that's too naive of me. This time I'll make sure to keep her. I still think about her everyday and motivate myself to get better. I'm just so alone now and hope to make new friends.
One thing is for sure, I can guarantee her my loyalty and commitment. My love is real. I can't find it to hate her. I'm angry and frustrated, but I don't want to ever lose her. I forgive her and will move pass this given the chance. I don't hold grudges. She knows I'm a good guy which is why she keeps me close still. Almost as a backup plan... I guess she has the right to test out the waters, but hopefully she doesn't like swimming in the deep end for too long and drowns. She's starting to adapt his quirks too and it's pretty edgy. I don't want to bash the man, but I know for a fact he isn't perfect, neither am I, but I can be for her level of standard. She can trust me fully and be guaranteed stability. It's kinda stupid she downgraded to him. She had it all and more to gain from me. I guess my love was taken for granted. I just don't understand it. I hope I can find happiness and love again. I'm broken and a former shell of myself.
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2021.12.08 18:44 brar75 Possibly moving to Kamloops

So , I had recently got a job offer in Kamloops. This positions offers a foot in the door that can open up a-lot more opportunities.
So with the potential move to Kamloops what are somethings that I should know about, particularly as someone thats lived mostly in the lower mainland ( Had also lived in Edmonton for a bit).
What are the pros and cons.
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2021.12.08 18:44 dolphins3 Joe Biden returns land to Cavazos family in Texas after it was seized by Donald Trump for border wall

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2021.12.08 18:44 orangeheatt What are some good arguments against Santa deniers?

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2021.12.08 18:44 dudebro2018 (Selling) Apollo 13, Casino, Jurassic World Collection, Robin Hood, Shaw Shank Redemption, Sonic The Hedgehog, Star Wars Rogue One, Transformers Collection. All 4K

Paypal Family and Friends or Venmo
Apollo 13, MA, $5
Casino, MA, $5
Jurassic World Collection, MA $15
Robin Hood , VUDU, $4
Shawshank Redemption, MA, $5
Sonic The Hedgehog, VUDU, $4
Star Wars Rogue One, MA, $5
Transformers Collection (1-5) , VUDU, $15
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2021.12.08 18:44 LeylandsLungs Detroit Tigers add Nick Kuzia and Elvis Alvarado in MiLB Rule 5 Draft

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2021.12.08 18:44 doggod Bastrop County Judge Paul Pape decides against reelection, announces run for state House District 17

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2021.12.08 18:44 rolllies My work continues.

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2021.12.08 18:44 BattleClean1630 First Topps Fire Rip. Gimenez Auto is 10/10 & Harrison 261/299

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2021.12.08 18:44 SoupySnoCone EMERGENCY PLEASE HELP

so earlier yesterday I made a post about height decrease subliminal recommendations (im 5 9 male and want to be 5 7), as I had been listening to some for around a month and saw little improvement...
i fell asleep to a new one i found on youtube last night and had strange dreams (couldn't move, etc.)
woke up at 4 AM covered in sweat, and went to the bathroom. felt very strange so i measured myself real quick.....
im under 5 3 now????? please help me how do i get back to being taller i wanted to be 5 7 not 5 2.5
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2021.12.08 18:44 Delicious-Leg5868 17f. Basically 18 since my bday is in 3 days

Im looking for some friends with common music taste BUT anyone is welcome to message me because I am still lonely😔
I listen to shoegaze, post hardcore, slowcore, alternative/indie rock, math rock, and a little bit of punk
Bands/artists I like: The garden, unwound, mbv, fleeting joys, ringo deathstarr, hole, fugazi, Alex g, Julie, duster, Helvetia, slint, and so much more
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2021.12.08 18:44 LibraryLuLu Looking for Aldi Mountain Bars

My favourite chocolate, Aldi Mountain Bars, have been withdrawn from sale. I found 8 in a Chatswood Aldi, but none of the others have any stock left.
If any of you find any, I'd happily buy them from you! Or if you see any around the CBD areas, let me know? I'm heading to the city on Monday for a medical procedure, so plan to looking at Broadway and Surry Hills Aldis.
Withdrawal may set in soon...
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2021.12.08 18:44 Forestismyrealname Daily Lappy #383: She looks so snuggable...

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2021.12.08 18:44 TheWolfman64 Playing through Kiwami 1, essence of purgatory heat move?

I'm very slowly trying to plug away at all the main Yakuza series, which is currently 2 of 8 :). I'm having a hell of a time with this dang heat move though. "Grab an enemy from behind while near the coliseum wall". Well, every time I grab an enemy and hit L1 to swing behind them, they break the grab, even with herculean gloves. If I stun them with rush attacks, they're unstunned before I even finish switching stances (since rush can't grab). I've even tried rapidly circling around them, vainly hoping I might actually get behind them. So how exactly am I supposed to pull this off?
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2021.12.08 18:44 DaveRubinBot Jordan Peterson's Prescient Warning About Gov't Power Should Frighten You | DM CLIPS | Rubin Report

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2021.12.08 18:44 AutoNewspaperAdmin [Op-Ed] - Op-ed: As we wait to see whether the omicron variant causes severe disease, there is cause for hope | Chicago Tribune

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2021.12.08 18:44 _ZEN0N-TheCloudKing bruh 1 more day

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2021.12.08 18:44 toyenjoy31 I found this 19th-century printing of Oliver Twist in an estate sale a while back. I love the cover design by Worthington Co. If anyone is interested in buying, I just listed it on eBay,

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2021.12.08 18:44 ChaseFlorell Who should submit the sample?

I just ordered a single AncestryDNA kit (on Black Friday Sale). I'm very curious as to my lineage and all that, but my wife would also benefit from knowing hers.
In my brain it makes sense to just have one of our children submit their sample, which would encapsulate both of us, but I'm not sure if it works that way. Am I better off getting her one too?
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2021.12.08 18:44 Abckipper Anyone have a spare stunky and murkrow? I have pearl exclusives!

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2021.12.08 18:44 jewbs421 Zekrom 7921 6947 0672

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2021.12.08 18:44 Kagermanov SerpApi's Apple App Store Search Scraper API now has a new look

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2021.12.08 18:44 LowestOne Is endless extreme even possible?

I can't seem to get this to work, and I've tried quite a few different ways. Does anybody have a link to a video (in current version)?
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2021.12.08 18:44 Darklynx07 Maths exam Edexcel Paper 3 (calculator)

Paper £3 With Mark scheme £5
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